Sometimes, especially with an abuser, it’s not about revenge. It’s about doing what you can to remove yourself, take care of yourself, rebuild yourself. Putting your life in God’s hands or whoever your higher power is and having faith that be it 1 day from now or 10 years, that day will come when you will watch Karma in all its splendor and you will watch that tower they sit in, crumble to ground level…even with the rest of humanity. It was never that they were above you, they just thought they were and you can’t change anyone’s mind so patiently wait. It will come. Might not come in your time frame but if you do everything right, you won’t care if you see their tower crumble at all because you will have moved on into happiness and joy and normal living.